Well I just hung up the phone with Roger......

I talked to him after he got home from leaving here and he told me that he had to go and get his sister. There is something that has been eating at me for the past couple days. And that is... I love Roger. I know most ppl that read this are gonna be like, "In such a short time?". Well when you feel something, you feel it!

He called me when he got back to his house and I talked to him for a little bit then we let each other go. Well about 15 mins later, I called him back and told him to mute the TV that I had to talk to him. So he did, well I told him I loved him. It felt SO good to tell him. It felt so right. We were both upset, but not because we were sad b/c we are happy. Anyway, I was glad that I called him and let him know, cause I would have been up all nite thinking about it over and over.

I know we are going to have a life together, we are a couple and will be together. I have even prayed to GOD to help me with this decision. I can't go through another heart break. I even talked to Misty and told her to pray for me cause I was about to let someone else have my heart, she told me that she did NOT want to see me go through what I did before and what all happened. I told her, I felt it was right and that I needed to do it.

I am going down there tomorrow to see him, I have to. Even if it's just for a little bit. So I am going to get off of here and TRY to get to bed.