Today I had to work from 6:15am till 2:15, Susan let me leave early. After that I went and laid in the tanning bed, cause I don't wanna lose this tan that I have.

Well I came home and tried to take a nap but the phone kept ringing. So I got up and got dressed. Then I went to see Jason at work.

We were waiting on a pizza to be ready so we could take it home and eat. When his EX bf walked in with one of his friends. I knew it was his ex before he ever said anything to me, cause I saw a picture of him at Jason's house. I did not know what to do. All of the sudden I got really really nervous, And I couldn't hide it. After they sat down, Jason went to talk to them at their table for a little bit. I was dealing with it. But then again I just wanted to get up and walk outside so I could smoke. I just didn't know how to act, I had never met the guy before. Well Nicole comes over to my table and asked me if it was alright if they sat with me. I didn't know what to say but okay. So they came over to my table and sat down. I just sat there and then Michelle called me so I was on the phone with her for a min. After that they started asking me questions on how me and Jason met and how long have we been seeing each other. First off I thought it was none of their business, but then again I was thinking that Jason told me he was friends with his ex, so I just went along with it.

Anyway...Finally the pizza was ready and Jason was ready to go. Thank God, cause I was too. I know I don't have anything to worry about, but there is still that concern there. So we went back to Jason's apartment and hung out for awhile. We drank a couple of beers and talked about different things. He kept appologizing to me for them coming up there and I told him that it was a public place, they are allowed to come in there. It wasn't his fault at all, he didn't know that they were going to show up. He's such a sweetheart, it's like the more that I am around him the more I like him. But like I said before it's like I have known him for more than 2 weeks. And just like I told him before, What happened in the past is the PAST so I'm not worried about it. Cause God knows I have done things in my past that I am not real proud of.

He's going to take off Wednesday before Pride to go with me and my friends to Gay Days at Six Flags also known as Pearl Day at Six Flags.. I can't wait, maybe I'll ride some rides I have never rode before. But who knows.

I have to say it over and over and over.. I'm so glad I met Jason and I'm really glad that things are going good for us. Just when I hear his voice or see him my heart smiles. And all I wanna do is make him happy, cause as long as he's happy then I am happy. "That boy has got me lookin so crazy right now".. lol

This is a song with meaning.. I have taken out the parts that don't matter..

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is YOU

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is YOU
Reason ~Hoobastank