Well here I am at home again tonite without Wayne. I had to close tonite and I have to be back at work in the morning at 9am. I'm going to go see him tomorrow when I get off work, but he has to work for this other company after he gets off work.

That other company that he works for on the side, I just don't like. I guess b/c they are more of a "last minute" company. They want to fly him here and there and work whenever. I just have to deal with it. I love that boy to death and all I want is for him to better himself. And he says he is with working for them.

Anyway... I'm off Friday, Saturday and Sunday of this weekend.. I get paid on Friday and I know that I am NOT going to have any money left out of my check b/c I have to pay my truck payment and my cell phone. Plus I wanna get some stuff for my scrapbook so that I can finish what I started lastnite.

I was feeling a little frustrated at work today and then I went to lunch and I messaged Wayne to let him know I was on lunch, if he wanted to call me he could. Well he ended up calling me 10 mins before I went back. Which was good, it was so good just to hear his voice.. It made my nite go by so much better. I was in a much better mood after that.

Sometimes I catch myself shaking my head and just Thanking the man up above for sending me Wayne. All the lies and bullshit that I have been told in my life by gay men. I look at Wayne and can't believe that I have someone so sweet and so kind. Someone who's real and someone who wants to be with me. Despite the way I am. I know I get on his nerves sometimes and I know I bug him.. But it's only b/c I love him more than he'll ever know. Lord knows if I was to win the Lottery Wayne would be the luckiest person in the world.

I'm about to go to bed.. I have to be up early in the morning.
YI love Wayne! Y