I didn't go to bed till really late lasnite. Wayne finally called me after he got back from his trip. Of course he only wanted to yell and cuss at me about taking the things that I bought in the house instead of calling me to see how I was doing.. He just doesn't understand that the only reason I took the things that I did is b/c I will need them when I move back out. I just wished that he could see that and that I want to be nothing but friends with him. Hell I mean we were partners for 5 months and I do still love him and care for him. Despite the way he has treated me and talked to me. The hell that I have been through the past 2 weeks.
He took my heart, he took the house that I worked so hard on for us to move into, he took my dog, something that I have wanted since I can remember. And he gets mad at me cause I took a few things in the house. I can only pray to god that he will help show Wayne that I do love him with all my heart. And I never meant to hurt him in anyway. Cause the lord knows I have been hurt enough.
Anway... I woke up this morning and got ready to go to Newnan to pay some bills for mama & daddy. I then went to wal-mart and got me some new blinds for my bedroom. I looked around for some pictures to hang on my wall, I want to get a real big one to go over the bed or on the wall up above the aquarium. I actually thought about washing my truck today and cleaning the inside, but all this pollen wouldn't help. I just heard on the news that it's suppose to rain soon. I will prolly clean it out tomorrow when I get through painting my bathroom.
I still haven't found out when I'm going to get to go back to work. I haven't talked to Sharon yet. I tried to call David today but of course it went straight to voicemail, so I left him a message and he didn't call me back. I'm sure he'll tell me that he didn't get a message from me like he did last time.
Oh well... that's about it.
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