Well today I went to work early. And on my way to work I got a message on my cell phone from Roger it said "I HATE YOU". I did not know what to do. Except go to work and just do my thing. So after I got off work I came home and sat outside like I have for the past 3 days. I broke down and called Roger and then left a message. The next time I called him... He answered and he told me that.....he never wanted to talk to me again and he wished I was dead. I have NEVER had anybody tell me that before. I just started crying and crying and then my mom walked outside and asked me what was going on. I told her, and I told her that I fucked up. I'm such a fuck up, I have NEVER had anybody tell me that and I did not know what to do. I just ask myself WHY ME? Why do I deserve this?