Well I had to work today from 9:30-6:00.. I thought today was never going to end. After I got off work I came home and tried to take a nap but that wasn't happening cause my mom was on the phone the whole time. Then I came in my bedroom to play on the computer and Jason called me.. I miss my sexy baby so much, I mean just being with him, touching him, knowing that Jason is there with me means so much to me.. He's so sweet to me and I just can't believe that me and him have found each other, it's weird in away, cause I feel like we have known each other longer than we have. He's so special to me and I have to honestly say that the feeling I have for Jason is like no other. To me, he seems real and honest. And All I want to do is treat him right and give him what he wants in a relationship. I can't get him off my mind and it kills me to be apart from him. But I know in my head that we both have different jobs and time to ourselves.

As I said before, I feel GOD sent me Jason.. And I am SO glad he did. I have been SO freakin happy with Jason, happier than I have ever been with anybody else. And I mean that from the bottom of my heart.. That boy just drives me crazy.. My SEXY Baby..

I don't need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want
When it comes to being with you
You're my only reason
You're my only truth

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds, rage
And it's so amazing
'cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
'cause you've brought me too far
"I need you" ~Leann Rymes.