I actually thought that I was going to let everything out and write in my journal tonite. But I'm not.. I can just say that, I don't understand.. Why this shit is happening to me. All I do is treat ppl right and look what happnes.. Maybe I should be a bitter bitch and treat ppl like shit.. But I can't.

All I do know is I love Jason and always will. No matter what.. I have to say it took him being a man to call me and tell me the things that he told me. As I have stated before Jason is the best thing that happened to me and I will always think that. He has my heart, my world.
Anyway.. I should just go.. not even write anymore