I don't understand... Honestly, why did things have to end the way that they did. I can't hide it, it hurts me daily that he won't call me or when he does call me it's just to fuss at me about things. I know that sounds crazy of me, but I did love him and still do. We did share our life together for a short time. I ask God why am I being treated like this over and over. I guess I'll never know the answer. I know it makes me mad when I hear of all the things he did while we were together, but then at the same time...I want to talk to him and see how his day went, see how he's doing.. I just don't understand how you can love someone or atleast pretend you do for so long and then just forget about them so quick and not care. What also hurts is the fact that he said he would miss my parents and of course, not ONCE has he called to check on my mom after she had surgery. But should I be surprised? No.