This morning I thought I was never going to get out of the bed.. I was so sleepy. Although I did get a wake up call at about 8:30 from this fucking HOT guy that I went out with on Saturday nite... He was just calling to see how I was doing and wanted to tell me that he had a great time. He told me he wanted to go out again. I was really surprised, I mean he is hot as fuck. Built like a rock, but a total sweetheart. What a way to start off my day (YAY!!!)

Anyway..I went to my first appointment with my therapist today, it went really good. I look forward to going back on Tuesday. After that I went to the tanning bed and then I stopped by work to see what time I have to work tomorrow. 7AM but atleast I get off at 3:30 and I have the evening to do what I want to after 4 cause I have to tan.. lol

Besides the news of my hot date calling me today and wanting to get together again.. I checked out this website that I am a member of, NOT a sex site or anything like that.. But I signed in and I was on the front page, where EVERYBODY could see that has an account, I was one of 4 men that had the most views of their profile. I couldn't believe it, I almost fell out the fucking chair. To be in the same category as those hot guys. So my day has been really good. All this self esteem boost.. lol

I am trying to finish watching the first season of Queer As Folk Season 1 that David let me borrow, the scenes I watched today just made me think about me and Wayne and how stupid I use to be about things.. I just laughed. One of the guys were going to the bathhouses while he told his lover he was eating with a client. I've heard that one before or the I'm running late b/c I had a meeting with a trick, oppss I mean bride..

I found a certain quote that I wanted to share with you guys...

"Be Who You Are And Say What You Feel,
Because Those Who Mind Don't Matter
And Those Who Matter Don't Mind"