Sometimes I think to myself, why the hell am I still at Starbucks.. I really love working with the customers (regulars)..But then the pay isn't enough to pay my bills and save back money to get me out of this house.

Anyway, enough about that.. My WONDERFUL LESBIANS Adrienne and Muffy came to see me today. I haven't really seen them much in the past couple of weeks. They either come up there when I'm not working or they come to late after I have left. Anyway, I got to spend some time with them while I was on lunch. I have to work tomorrow till close then I am off for 3 days. Adrienne and Muffy said somethign about going to the Dog Wood Festival on Sunday, so I think that me and Daniel are going to go with them. I have never been and would like to go and see what it is all about.

Anyway, I'm about to get off of here and go to bed. I have to get up early and go pay bills tomorrow. Then be at work..

Nothing much has really been going on. I have had to work every single nite closing since I have got back from my 4 days off. I have to work the next 10 days straight so far I have worked 6 and I closed 4 of those nites in a row. It sucked. Tonite I got off work at 9 and went to SaveRite with Daniel, so he could see his friend Freda. I had to pick up a couple of things for myself anyway. I am off this coming up weekend, Me and Daniel are going to go spend the nite with Shane and Kevin Saturday nite. I don't get to see them that much anymore cause of my work schedule. I mostly close and by the time I get off I just want to come home and go to bed.

I have also decided that since I am NOT moving to Chattanooga, I am really set on finding another job that pays well and hell I might even have a set schedule. So I can plan to do things. I really want to find a job that pays well, well enough to get myself a apartment and have money to pay my bills. Anyway, I have a long road to go before I get there, But I have it set in my mind that I am going to do it. I do love my job at Starbucks, but I also have to remember that I can see my friends from there whenever, if they are real friends we can get together outside of Starbucks. Shit I'm going on 26 and I need to do something and do it fast. okay enough about that. I think I am about to go to bed so I can get some sleep tonite and get up at a decent hr in the morning instead of sleeping till I have to be at work.