Well I just got through adding this pic to my website and thought that I would write in my journal right quick..

I had to work today from 4-close. I took Wayne back to his car this morning and then came back home and went to bed untill time for me to go to work. I miss him already, but that's okay I am going over there tomorrow nite when I get off work to spend the nite with him. I know that he's going to be busy this week with the wedding show coming up. So I have to see him when he has time to see me.

Anyway.. I went to Michael's before coming home to get some stuff for my new scrapbook that Wayne got me and I picked up some different colored paper to put in there with the pictures and stuff. Amber, a girl I work with told me that she use to do that kind of stuff and she's going to show me how to do it and maybe give me somethings to go in there.

I have to work tomorrow from 1-9:30 and then I get to see my baby..

"I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are SOMETHING SPECIAL
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
Your beautiful soul
You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide"

I have to honestly say that honestly this has been one of the BEST Christmas I have had.. Let me just name off the things I got... Wayne got me this Sony Digital Camera that takes Black and White pics, Video's. It's really neat. He got me "Very Sexy For Him" cologne, some shirts, some extra cd's for my camera and a new walet. Santa Claus brought me a CD player for my truck that I got installed today at Circuit City. I can't believe I have had my truck for 7 years and I have never had a CD player in there.

Friday Wayne came over here after he got off of work and we did Christmas here at my parents house and then on Saturday we got up and went to my mom's sister's house and ate some food, after that we went to my dad's sister's house and had Christmas.. Wayne went with me, I wasn't sure about my dad's sister's house but you know what, I really didn't give a damn. That's my man and they just better get over it. Not that they know about me but I wanted him to go with me and be there with me and my parents. Sunday me and Wayne went to Atlanta to his uncle's house to have Christmas with his parents. I really enjoyed spending time with them and getting to know them. They are very down to earth and somewhat like my parents, they just dont' drink or cuss. I was also happy to see Wayne around his parents, to know that he was having a good time. We went and saw a movie at Phipps and then went to Shane's after that to give them their Christmas present. We stayed over there for about an hr and then we left. Nick wasn't there, he went to the club with Marc. I just left his card on his computer, I dunno if he got it or anything. I haven't heard from him.

Anyway.....Needless to say I have been the happiest person in the past 2 months. I finally have someone who believe's in me and who treats me right. Someone who is willing to help me and stand by me.

He's here tonite, in my bedroom working on somethings for work. I decided that since my computer isn't working right now that I would come in here in the living room and write in my journal since I haven't in a few days. My computer is down.. I tried to load some things on there for my digital camera and it's not working now. I'm going to try to get it fixed, but if I don't that will be fine. I don't really get on it like I use to anyway.

New Year's Eve is coming up..... I think Me and Wayne might go to Underground Atlanta and see the Peach drop and watch the new Drag Show with Mr. Charlie Brown and Cast....
There will be PLENTY of pics on my website as soon as I can get the software downloaded on my parents comp..

Hope EVERYONE had a WONDERFUL Christmas just as I did...

Y I Love You Wayne Y