Thursday nite Me, Liza, Kari, Dana, and Crystal all went out to Loco's. Liza is through with school for right now, so we wanted to go out and celebrate. I bought me and Liza about 3 shots of red headed sluts. Then we were drinking beer on top of that. I took a camera along with us so I could get some pictures of us acting crazy and plus I needed some new ones to go on my website. So as soon as I get the pics from Crystal I will post them on here. She said that she was going to get them developed and would give me the CD.

I finally got home about 3:30am, I had to be at work at 7:30 yesterday morning. It was ugly, I still felt a little drunk when I woke up at 6:50. But I made it barely till 4:00. Liz, came by work..which was really good to see her, I always loved working with her. She is so cool. She now works back at the 14th street store and working at Compound, which is this new bar in Atlanta. I'm gonna have to go and check it out. Anyway..I went over Misty's for a little bit after work, then came home. Me and Mama went to get something to eat. Shortly after that I passed out. Then woke back up around 12am.

I have to work today at 4 till close then I am off tomorrow. I dont' really have anything planned for tomorrow except I am going to meet a friend of mine for coffee or whatever. And I swear that's all we are meeting for, just coffee and maybe grab a bite to eat.

I'm thinking I am going to go outside and wash my truck. God knows it will prolly rain sometime tonite or tomorrow it always does right after I wash it. Tomorrow I am "planning" on cleaning my room real good and getting rid of alot of stuff so I can get ready to paint it.

Tuesday morning I went into work at 8am. Me and Debbie, had our talk. Which I am glad that we did cause now she knows how I feel and I know how she feels. So in other words me and Debbie are now on the same page.

It's 6am and I am up 2 hrs before I have to be at work. I like to wake up early enough to sit around for a little bit and get started before running out the door to work. So I thought that since I had some time I would write in my journal. I saw Adrienne and Muffy on Tuesday while I was working, they came through drive-thru. And Kelly (a co-worker) brought it to my attention that I need to spell check Tristan name. Atleast I hope I spelt it right this time. lol

Anyway, I am working today from 8am-4:30. Then after that I am going to come home relax a little bit cause me and Liza are going to go out and do something tonite after she gets out of her class. Even tho I have be back at work by 7:30 tomorrow morning. I'm kinda getting use to working these morning shifts. Atleast I get off early in the evenings.

There is this guy that comes in to work, I know he's all of 17 years old. But he's kinda cute in his own way. Everytime he comes in there, I can feel him looking at me while I am making his frap.. I guess he's one of those "i'm not out yet" guys.. But I just think it's funny, even Susan has said something to me before how he looks at me. I just grin and continue doing whatever I am doing. Well i'm going to get off of here and start getting ready for work.

I found the lyrics to this song and I like it so I decided to post it..

I am missing something in my life
And I'm trying to find what is already deep inside
Now for a while I've thought the love inside me needs
A mirrored personality that's why I'm searching

All I ever wanted was somebody to love me
Close to my heart
Able to give a piece of myself
I wanna fall in love
All I ever wanted was somebody to know me inside and out
All of my feelings
What I'm about
I wanna fall in love

No matter what people say
I wanna fall in love
And offer what's inside of me
I wanna give a piece of me
But never lose a thing
Because of what he gives me
I wanna fall in love
~By Brandy

Well I'm sitting here drinking a little jack and coke and talking to Liza online about the drama at work. I have to work in the morning at 8AM and I called Debbie tonite to tell her that she left her keys at work, well she tells me that she wants to talk to me. So I'm like OH LORD.. I just SO bad wanna find another job that pays better and that I will like.. I wanna have a somewhat normal life.. Be able to go out and do stuff. I am looking everywhere for a job. AJC, Airtran, Delta Staffing, News Papers. I have even thought going to a temp agency and talking to them..

Anyway.. Adrienne and Muffy did not come up to work today, I haven't seen them in about 2 days. I dunno, they don't come up like they use to. I hope I'm not getting boring or anything. My catus that they gave me is growing, finally.. lol

Well I'm going to finish drinking and maybe drink some more..

Lastnite Me, Marc, and Nick went to Burkharts. The funniest thing happened there. I was using the restroom and the next thing I know Marc was trying to knock down the door to get in there. Saying "Phillip, Phillip, I need you.. I need to talk to you NOW".. I did not know what the hell was going on, all I know is I was trying to use the bathroom in peace. Well I finally came out the bathroom and he started asking me how "poppers" were suppose to make you feel.. Come to find out he had taken some for the first time. It was so funny, cause nick was acting like it wasn't a big deal and to marc it was since it was his first time. So after we left Burks, we went to this new bar called Jungle. It was really nice, it took the place of the Chamber. We stayed there for about 30 mins and then walked over to the heretic, well we were struggling to get to the heretic. B/c we did 2 shots at Jungle and they were strong. After being at Heretic for just a little bit I was ready to go.. I was there maybe all of 45 mins.

Today I had to work from 4-close and I thought I was never going to get out of there.. I have gotten to the point to where I REALLY hate working there. Clarke is quitting and from what I hear Debbie (my boss) is promoting Tristan as shift lead. I don't understand it, Tristan is leaving in Aug. I've been there longer than she has, AND Debbie was going to give me a letter of recommendation for the Chattanooga store but can't promote me in her own store? I don't understand. I asked her had anybody asked for the position and she said no, but she had someone in mind. She then told me that I don't stay "focused"... So I was like whatever. And I have made up my mind that I have GOT to find another job.. A job worth stressing about and everything. Maybe somewhere that will pay you enough to have a life and not live pay check to pay check.

Okay, since I am through bitchin and complaining tonite I"m gonna go and get some sleep.. My happy pill is kicking in.
And as for MUFFY at work today over there whispering to Daniel "I'm gonna CUT you" LOL.. No, actually it was very very good to see them today. We always cut up and have a good time.
Well nite..