So I had to work today.. I thought I was NEVER going to get out of there. Adrienne and Muffy finally came by to see me. As always, it's good to see them. They brought their dog, which scared the hell out of me. LOL

I talked to Jason today on my way to work, so I was in a good mood when I got to work. And then the crazy ppl just started coming into work as always. But After I got off tonite I got home and checked my email, I had the SWEETIEST email ever.. Made me feel so good and just smile from one ear to the other.

Tomorrow is Haley and Kane's birthday party. I get to see all these ppl I haven't seen in forever. But i'm looking forward to it, hanging out over at Misty and Andy's most of the day and then I guess I will be lazy on Sunday and do nothing. Jason is going to come down after he gets off work and go with me to the birthday party or atleast meet me there.

To: My Wonderful Lesbian's I love you both very much!!!

I have to work today from 6-close. I haven't worked till closed in awhile. And trust me I have NOT missed it. I'm about to get ready and ride with my mom to go pay some more bills, but this time we are going to Newnan. I have to stop by work before my home girl gets off work.. All I can say is "That's My Gurl!!".. LOL She's a mess just like me, well not that bad but close to it.

I forgot to mention lastnite that I weighed myself at Jason's yesterday morning when I got up and I have lost 10lbs in a month. I'm so proud of myself. Hell after Me, Adrienne, & Muffy walked that week 4 miles a day for 4 days and then I had a stressful week from HELL so I didn't eat for 4 days. And then we walked forever in P'cola. I just need to lose a little more and I'll be happy.

Anyway, I"m gonna go. Jason is suppose to call in a little bit and I do not want to be online. And I have to get ready to go with my mom. Tomorrow is Kane and Haley's Birthday party, I'm off all day and I'm gonna go over there and hang out with Misty and Andy. Of course since Mr. Andy is off work there will be beer.. lol

Well I went to the Braves game lastnite with Jason, Nicole, and Brooke. We had a very good time. We sat out in the parking lot and drank beer. After that we went to the chop house and drank some more. Then we all went down to our seats to see the game.. It just took us a little while to get there, lol. We went to the restroom and then to smoke before sitting. After a little bit be and Jason had to pee and smoke. We sat at the table smoking and talking for awhile, this Brazilian woman walks up and starts talking to us. And she told us "U guys are gay".. I was like wtf. It was just funny that she said that. She said "I know you guys are, I have friends back home who are". So after that Me and Jason went back to finish watching the game. Well it was over shortly after that.

We went back to Jason's place.. Hung out for awhile and then went to bed. I came home this morning when he left for work. I was off all day today so I did nothing but went to LaGrange to pay some bills for my dad. Then I got back home around 3:30 and took a nap till about 5. After I woke up, I called Jason but he was still at work. He called me when he got home and I asked him if he cared if I drove up there, he said No. So I went up there and hung out with him for awhile. Nicole got home right before I left. She's just a mess, me and her get along so good. I like her alot. What's even better is, She loves to drink just as much as I do.. LOL But She's a sweet girl and I really enjoy being around her.

She told me Lastnite that I reminded her of Dale Earnhart Jr. I just died laughing and told her to drink more. Jason then told me that she said before she ever started drinking. I was like whatever. I just thought that it was funny.. Jason and Nicole talked yesterday before I got up there to go to the game about me going back home to Taledo Ohio with them when they go for a week in July. So I think I'm gonna go, I just hope that I can get the time off from work. I'm sure that the 3 of us in the car for that long will be CRAZY!

Dayum, it's going on 1am. I need to get my ass in the bed. I don't' wanna sleep all day tomorrow till it's time to go to work.

Yesterday I went back to work. It was alright, I just wished I was still in FL. After work I went to Smynra with Jason this guy that I met. We went back to his house and hung out for a while then went out to eat. After that we went to his house and stayed there for about an hr or so. He then brought me back to Newnan. Today I have to work from 6:30-3 and then I am going up to his house to go to the Braves game. Him and his roommate are going and they asked me if I would like to go. So, I am.

So anyway. I might as well go ahead and say something about this problem I have......Friday nite on the way to FL, Roger called me and we got into it. He threaten me and told me that if he or any of his friends see me out I need to watch my back, then he told me that if Steven (his ex) saw me out he was going to get me too. I told him NOT to threaten me! He hung up, well I called him back and we got into it again and I then told him "F*** You" and I hung up.. Well I erased EVERY number from where he called and messaged me, so I wouldn't call him back. I didn't call him or anything all weekend or Monday. Yesterday about 4:15, I get a text message saying "I don't hate you" from him. WTF is all that about? He asked me to leave him alone and I am.. I dunno what is going on. But you don't talk to someone and treat someone that you care about the way he did me.

OKAY....I"m off to work! I just had to vent for a minute. lol

Well I'm still up.. I cant' sleep. But I got to looking around on the internet and found this song that I thought was really good.. And it had some meaning to it.

Woke up early this morning
Made my coffee like I always do
Then it hit me from nowhere
Everything I feel about me and you
The way you kiss me crazy
Baby you're so amazing

Seven days and seven nights of thunder
The water's rising and I'm slipping under
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder

I guess that I'm just falling
Deeper into something I've never known
But the way that I'm feeling
Makes me realize that it can't be wrong
You're love's like a summer rain
Washing my doubts away

Seven days and seven nights of thunder
The waters rising and I'm slipping under
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder

It's only been a week but
It's coming over me.
It's making me believe that
You're the one for me

Well We went to Pensacola!!!! I had a BLAST! We left GA around 7pm Friday afternoon. It was about 4 1/2 to 5 hr drive. When we got closer to Pensacola, Me and Kevin started drinking, we ended up having 2 six packs of the smirnoff ice twist drinks.

After arriving in Pensacola, we found the hotel room and unpacked. Went straight for the beach and hung out there for about an hr 1/2. It was going to cost $65.00 to get into the beach party which I thought was crazy cause it was late and we just walked around on the beach and heard the music from there. Anyway, we got back to the hotel around 5AM and went to sleep for about 2 hrs, got up and headed to the beach. We stopped by to see my friend Kyle on the way at his work and picked up some beer. Me and Marc started drinking at about 8:30 Saturday morning and did not stop till about 5:30 that evening. We stayed on the beach ALL DAY. Met up with David and Russell, along with some other friends that were walking on the beach. We saw so many ppl that we knew from Atlanta and met a few new ppl from AL.

It was really really fun, untill it was time to go home and we realized how burnt we were. Walking prolly over 3 miles to the car, UGH. That was a HOT MESS.....So we decided to go back to the hotel room and relax, we all fell asleep and didn't wake up till about 11, except for Kevin, he just kept sleeping. We were in pain and didn't want to be touched, so we stayed at the room and decided to come home today. I will have some pics to post on my website as soon as Kevin gets them developed.

Now, I'm gonna go and relax here at the house.. I have tomorrow off to do whatever, I am prolly going to go to Wayne and Sarah's with Marc to grill out.