Well Friday started off alright... I went to the store with my mom and then after that I went to Atlanta to see Shane. I was going to drop Jason's shit off to him, but he didn't want to message me back when I messaged him to see if he was at work. I have his shorts, gate card, pics for Nicole, and a couple of other things. Anyway, After I got back from Atlanta I got dressed and went to Newnan, hung out at work for awhile and then I went to the Alamo, but I didn't go in. I didn't feel like paying to get in there.

So I went to Columbus, I haven't been to Madhatter in awhile and I didn't want to go to Atlanta. When I got there, it was off the chain. I ordered a drink and then Tammy the owner walked up and was like "Where the fuck have you been?".. I told her that I was with "you know who".. And that I didn't want to come all the way down there, she was like "well you need come see me more often".. And on and on.. I tripped out with them till they closed, Tammy bought my plenty of drinks and I had a couple of shots called "mind earsers".. (spell check). I told her I couldn't get fucked up like I did before cause I had to drive back home. That was the longest drive home, I thought I was never going to make it. But, I know I will be going back down there cause there was some HOT ass Army men there dancing.. I was trying to be nice, and I was.. lol

I got my new nipple rings 8 gauge.. I love'em. I had to go to the tattoo place here in Newnan to get the ball's put in, I couldn't do it. One is black and one was "suppose to be" white. But I found out lastnite when I got home that it "GLOWS" in the dark. So that is cool. They hurt a little bit, but hell they were stretched a little.

Anyway. I'm about to go to bed.. I have to be at work by 6:15.

Well I haven't been long woke up. Thought I would get up at a decent hr in the morning so that I wouldn't spend my whole day off sleeping. Plus I have things I have to do today. I gotta run up to Atlanta and pick up some stuff from Shane's store. And drop some stuff off somewhere else.

I woke up this morning and cleaned my room real good, then I put some clothes on to wash. Now I just have to get my fat ass ready so I can get out the door, but I still have to go to the grocery store first before going to Newnan to pick up my check.

Lets see what wonderful things happen today, I'm sure I'll have some to write in here when I get back from Atlanta. That's if I'm not too tired.

Last night I had a crazy dream
a wish was granted just for me
it could be for anything
I didn't ask for money
or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished for one more day with you!
One more day, one more time
one more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
but then again, I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still for one more day with you.........
First thing I'd do is pray for time to crawl
I'd unplug the telephone and keep the t.v off
I'd hold you every second
Say a million I love you's
that's what I'd do with one more day with you!
*Just one more chance to look into your eyes and see you smile, what I would give....

Well I worked all day today.. From 7-3:15, I was suppose to be there at 6:30 but I over slept. lol
Me and Marc went to the Alamo lastnite and it wasn't doing too much so we went to Atlanta. Started off at Blakes and they were not doing anything. I felt so weird walking in there, I haven't been in there in so long. They use to have a drag show on Wednesday nite but there were some Trivia game or whatever. I told Marc we had to get the hell out of there. lol
Then we went to Burkharts, we got some beer and walked around, ran into Nick. So all 3 of us hung out for awhile there. Then I suggested that we go to Woof's, I like that bar. There are alot of goodlooking guys there and they look like they are down to earth.

Thank GOD I am off tomorrow. I have to go pick up my check and then I am going to see Shane at work. We have to have a talk about me moving up there and then I want to go to the apartment and talk to Kevin and Nick about it. I couldn't really talk to Nick lastnite, but I will before he leaves for the bar tomorrow nite. I doubt I go out, but you know how that changes. I don't have to be at work till 12:30 on Saturday.

I'm glad today is over with, 1st off I was late and then Debbie told me that I had to have 2 tills, 1 at drive-thru and then 1 upfront. I had to back up both ppl. And if I could get through that then she said that was the test, she was going to promte me. She said that she was tired of waiting on my background check to come back. Honestly, I don't know what's going on. But I did my job and I tried to keep everything stocked like I am suppose to. Made sure everybody got their breaks. And I tried my best to stay busy. So I don't know what else she could have wanted.

Well it's early, I'm sure that I will have some more to write about in here later. Oh! I messaged Jason yesterday just to say hello and see how he was doing.. Well he had surgery and is out of work. I was like "Well okay".. But anyway.. That's another story..

Sometimes I feel like I never quite fit in
Like I'm always a little out of place
It's hard to be everything to everyone
There's so many roles I have to play
Sometimes I'm just barely hanging on
Seems like I'm always fighting to be strong
To find somewhere that I belong
When you love me every part of me feels
Like I'm right where I'm meant to be
When you touch me you reach through to
My soul to the truest place in me
My added words...... You let me know that everythings okay
that I have nothing to worry about and that you will be there for me till
the end of time.. And that's what I need most, I need someone who is honest
and sincere...

So today I did not do a damn thing.. I took my truck to get it looked at and the man is suppose to call me tomorrow to see what he can do about it.

After that I came back home and took my mom to work so that I could drive her truck to Wal-mart to get some disk and cd's. I came home and put most of the things I wanted to save from my comp on disk and then on one CD.. I then reformated my computer..So now it's like new. Or atleast I hope it is..

Well I think that Me, Marc, and Nick are going to Savannah for Pride down there. I'm really excited because I have never been down there #1 and then #2 its going to be off the CHAIN, Raven is going to be there and so is Rupaul. So I know I will be in the back in the dressing room chillin with them.. lol

Then in Oct we are going to New Orleans to see Marc's Aunt Stella. She lives down there and I told them this past weekend I had never been. So shit, we got a free place to stay and we can go out to all the bars there.

Ugh I do NOT want to work tomorrow.. The past 3 days off have went by so quick. now watch the next 5 days will go by so Slllllooooowwww ugh.
Well it's bed time for me..
But before I go I have to say...
Kari, I'm so sorry for what happened to your brother and I want you to know that your in my thoughts and in my prayers. Stay strong like the girl you are! Tom, rest in peace.You maybe gone, but you will never be forgotten :o( *Hugs*

Hello, to my wonderful Lesbians.. And Just a little *wink* to "That Certain Person". Whom I miss!!

Ugh.. Just getting in from the bar.. I thought that me and Marc were NOT going out tonite, but that changed real quick. We borrowed my mom's truck and went to Atlanta. Started off at Burkharts to see the drag show and have a few drinks. Well we saw the drag show and stayed there till it closed.

This really hot guy came up to me and introduced himself, just started talking to me about different stuff and telling me some shit. Just like the fags do..
Anyway, we kept drinking and drinking. I just wasn't getting drunk, I couldnt' understand it. Marc even bought a shot and I still didn't feel it till a little later. lol
Well After we left Burkharts we went to Chaparral or whatever, this spanish bar off buford highway but I know I did not see that many spanish ppl there, it was mostly black ppl. It cost us 7.00 to get in which I could not believe, I mean it's sunday nite, not even a friday or saturday nite. But oh well.. We did it, And had a really good time, I saw a few ppl that I hadn't seen in awhile. Some ppl from Burkharts came over there after they got off work.

Thank god i'm off tomorrow so I can sleep in, well not really.. I have to get up and take my truck to have it looked at in the morning. But I will come back home and go to bed. lol
I'm glad that we are back at my house, I'm so damn sleepy.. I'm about to go to bed. Just as soon as I get finished with my hamburger.. lol You know my fat ass has got to eat something, especially after all that crazy ass ghetto dancing me and marc were doing. Our clothes were soaking wet.

I was sitting here at home and thought that I would write in my journal since I have just been really lazy all day today after lastnite. And after the crazy week at work I had.

I had fun working in the Fayetteville store, got to meet other ppl that work at Starbucks and see different faces. I ended up not getting home till about 2AM cause we didn't get through closing the store till about 5 till 1. It was a crazy close, cause normally we close the inside while the drive-thru is still open. Well the Fayetteville store doesn't have drive-thru so they don't have that advantage.

Anyway, lastnite I went to the Alamo with Marc and we had SO much fun. Then Stella his aunt showed up and just got better. We talked to Yvonne and hung out with her for awhile. Of course I saw ppl I knew, hell it was Newnan. So after we found out that they closed at 12 we had to get to going. We didn't want to go home that early. We went up to Atlanta and went to Hoedowns. I had ALOT of fun, we tripped out and just kept drinking. I did a shot of redheaded slut with the fine ass bartender and then I was drinking jack and coke.

While we were on our way to Atlanta, I thought for SOME crazy reason I would message Roger just to say Hello. Well I did and he messaged me back, which I couldn't believe. Then he messaged me again and asked me how I was doing. I told him okay. Well I got another message and he said he misses my smile. I was like oh god. I couldn't believe that he messaged me back in the beginning and then kept replying to mine. I had to message him and ask him if it really was him. lol Anyway, it's just all in fun. I have to take my mom to his shop the 21st of Sept to get her hair highlighted and cut. I asked her if she told him I was bringing her and she said no. So I was like oh god. But I'm gonna call him before I drive down there and make sure that's okay. I don't want any drama between him or his sister.

I still have tomorrow off and I'm so glad. I dunno what I"m going to do, I might just hang out here at the house or go over to Misty's. I know I'll go up to work and get my tips, but that's about it.

I haven't heard from Jason in a few days. I wonder how he is doing? Yes I still wonder why? What happened? stuff like that... But you know if somebody doesnt love you or want to be with you, you can't make them...Hell who knows, Roger might wanna get back together. LOL!! Whatever, I doubt that. Plus like I have said before, I do not want a relationship right now. I'm over men in that sense, I'm tired of the games and the BS lines. Which I know I have said before over and over. And seriously I am. I just want to be single and not have to worry about having a bf or worring about what I have done, what I didn't do. Stuff like that. Call me bitter or whatever, but that's how I feel right now.. lol

I was suppose to go out on a date with this guy that I have been talking to, but he didn't call me yesterday and I told him that I wasn't playing around. If he wants to go out or if he wants to talk to me, then he can call me. Cause I wasn't calling him.
Well I'm gonna get back to being lazy and doing nothing. lol