Well, it's 3:45 in the AM I have to be at work at 5:15. I thought that I would jump online right quick before going to work to right in my journal since I will not be home for 12 days... (YAY)
 
After work today at 1pm, Jason is coming to get me and I am going to spend the nite with him, so we can get up in the morning to leave for Ohio. I'm so excited, #1 I'll get to see Jason today after work. Hell it's been almost a week and it seems like forever. #2 I'm going ton vacation and I don't have to look at Newnan or the state of GA for awhile.
 
Jason and I talked on the phone lastnite for a good 2 hrs or so, about the trip and other things.  And as I say most of the time, he's such a sweetheart and SO cute... Just the way he talks and some of the things that he says to me.  I was packing while I was talking to him, I hope that I got everything that I need and didn't forget anything. 
 
Yesterday was hell at work, I was in such a pissy mood. I guess it all boils down to that I am more than ready to go on vacation.  I had to work from 4:15-12:45 and I wasn't in a good mood at all. Ppl where pissing me off at the drive-tru and everything. Then when I got off work, I had to go to the store with my mom, then back to Newnan. I went and laid in the tanning bed and had to pick her and my brother up something to eat. I also hung out at work for a little while with Adrienne, Muffy, & Adam (Muffy's son).. I finally got home around 8. 
 
Anyway, I will be gone Saturday (Today) until Wednesday July 28th....So, I'm sure I'll have ALOT to write about. And I'm also going to have plenty of pics I'm sure..
 
 

Well i'm about to get ready and go to Conyers to see about getting my license back. I have been up since 6:30 this morning, I wasn't suppose to get up untill about 7:15 but I woke up cause I haveing this BAD dream.. It really scared me, I guess so bad that it woke me up.

Anyway, I have to go to Conyers with my brother and his girlfriend and then I pray that I will have my license back. After that i'm gonna come back home and lay out in the sun or go over to Misty's house and hang out with her and the twins for a little while. Only 2 more days and I get to see my sexy baby!!!! I miss him like something crazy and then on Sunday we leave for Ohio..

Well gotta go and get ready.

Well.. I'm here at home. And yes, I drank me some beer.. I had a VERY stressful nite..

I was SO glad that I got to spend yesterday evening with Jason and lastnite. I kinda feel like I shouldn't even write in my journal tonite cause I could say some serious shit. I mean, Jason makes me SO happy.. Just being him, just being around him.. It makes my heart smile that there is somebody out there that cares for me and somebody that I could possibly have a future with.. I don' know too much about his past relationships and why they didn't work out..That's fine. I just know that what me and him have is Good and crazy at the same time.. We cut up and make fun of each other but then again, he's like the person I have always wanted to be with. Lastnite he cooked for me and NEVER has anybody done that for me before, it was so sweet.

It was today hard when he dropped me off at work, I didn't want to leave him. I won't get to see him again until Saturday. He tells me over and over for me to tell him what I am thinking and how I feel but then just like the person I am, I hold back and I don't do it. #1 I'm scared of pushing him away, #2 I'm scared of what his answer will be... But all I know if every second of every minute of every hour, I think about him.. He brings me so much happiness to my life..

And when I'm with him, I can't stop smiling.. He just makes me so happy inside.. And I know he make think I'm crazy or wired whatever.. It's just me.. We are going to be together for 11 days and if we get through that, then like he said we can get through anything..

"You should know, everywhere I go
You're always on my mind, in my heart
In my soul

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
No one needs you more than I need you

And I know, yes I know that it's plain to see
And I know that I need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time"