Yesterday I did not do to much of anything. I sat around the house most of the day messing around on the computer. Then I went to Newnan around 4:30 to pay my truck payment and to pick mama up something to eat.

Now of course, I'm up before the alarm went off this morning. I have to work from 7:30-4 and then Marc and I are suppose to go to Columbus. He wants to go and hang out with a friend of his before we go to Madhatter.

I called yesterday to see if my truck was fixed and ready..Well it is, but it's going to cost me $860.00 to get it out of the shop. I thought I was about to pass out. I couldn't believe it was that much. He replaced the radiator, oil pan gasket, water pump, and some seal. Now I dunno what to do about this trip coming up and we have already booked the room. I'm sure I'll figure something out.

Well I'm gonna get off of here and get ready for work soon..
14 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!!!

When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew
Said you act like you're ready
But you don't really know
And everything in your past - you wanna let it go
I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad, when you say that you love 'em
And you really know everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, all my cars (You can have it all back)
Flowers, cards and candy (I do it just cause I'm me nothing special...)
Said I'm fortunate to have you boy
I want you to know, I really adore you
And I really do care about you, You mean so much to me.. If you had any idea.

I never thought that I would post this song again, needless to say I haven't listen to this song in a month. But it's the truth..

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear I've found a resaon for me
"The Reason"

To change who I used to be a reason to start over new and the reason is You!

Well I the lights are finally back on.. YAY!
This whole week has just been crazy.. Monday started off ALL wrong. My boss decided that she was going to promote me, so I was there with RoseMary and Huff (HOT MOFO), Huff was a really big help.. But RoseMary is still new at it and we got REALLY busy after my boss left. I didn't know what the hell to do, I was just making drinks left and right.. It's like I could NOT make them fast enough. I went in the next day and my boss told me that she was really sorry and that she looked at the numbers and saw where we were really busy.

So Tuesday nite I had to close for the first time as a shift.. Patrick helped me out alot, but like I told him "Hell this is like the blind, leading the blind"..Cause he's pretty new at being a shift as well. But we got out of there at a good time. My good friend Kyle and his bf Tim stopped by to see me on their way back to Pensacola. It was really good to see them .

Today I was so glad to come home to some power.. lol I came home and checked my email, then I laid down and took a nap. I can't wait till the weekend of the 17th. Me, Marc, & Nick are going to Savannah for Pride weekend down there.. I'm going to celebrate my birthday that weekend. Plus Rupaul is going to be there with Raven. It's going to be off the chain.. The hotel that we are staying at is walking distance from the bars. So I can just get drunk and walk home or just find me a trick to take me home. lol

I have 16 DAYS LEFT TILL MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! I cant wait! I'm off that whole weekend. I dunno what I'm really going to do yet, but I"m sure I will find something to get into.
I was going to take some pics of my new nipple rings, but I can not find my CD for my webcam, since I had to reformat my whole computer i don't have the info on here anymore. I'll just take some good ones the next time I go up to Shane's. I'm so proud of them! LOL

Well I'm gonna get off of here and chat with some friends and then get to bed, I have to be at work at 9:30.. Hope everyone is doing okay.. *Liza* I hope that you get to feeling better baby! *hugs*

What I'm lookin' for
Is a love that's forever
Someone who can capture my soul in a heartbeat
And stay for all time
What I'm prayin' for
Is a match made in heaven
Someone who will worship my body
And still put his heart on the line
Someone who'll go the distance
I need somebody who'll stand power
And make me go weak in the knees
And everything that goes with it
I need honor and love in my life from somebody
Who's playin' for keeps
What I'm searching for
Is a man who'll stand by me
Who will walk through the fire
And be my flame in the night
I won't settle for
Less than what I deserve
A friend and a lover who'll love me
For the rest of my life
Yeah I've had promises broken
Three words left unspoken
They just left me achin' for more
But I've found temptation
I won't be impatient
There's one thing that's worth waitin' for..