Well I feel better today than I did yesterday. Which isn't saying much.. I actually ate today. I had a bowl of cereal at about 8:30 tonite. I've been trying to keep myself busy with moving and repainting my bedroom. It's going to look really good when I get through with it.

I went by work today to talk to David about why I was off the schedule for next week.. He said that I have to have a talk with him & Sharon (District Manager) before I can return back to work. Which I thought was a bunch of horse shit, I mean I had a Dr's note from when I was in the hospital. The 4 days that I was suppose to work. I'm not going to really worry about it, David told me to just get myself back together and not stress.

Well I'm sure it's going to be along nite again. I still haven't heard from Wayne. But i'm not worried about it. Just goes to show me he doesn't care.

I have dinner plans with Adrienne and Muffy tomorrow evening. I can't wait.. It'll do me good!

I can't sleep.. I've been up for about the past hour or so. I never heard from Wayne, which really doesn't surprise me. I'm sure he's too busy and having too much fun working..

Maybe he'll call me today sometime. Atleast I hope anyway. I'm gonna go lay back down.

I dunno where to start.....It's been a week from pure hell.

When I feel like it, I'll explain. I do wanna say Thank You to Wayne for all that he has done for me in the past week. For GOD knows I have put him through some shit.

I love you Wayne!