I got home today around 11:30. I spent the nite with Wayne Monday nite and lastnite. He's suppose to come over here after he gets out of work today so that we can spend Thanksgiving together tomorrow.

When I got home sadly I had to take down my flowers. What a chore! lol I was about to keep about 12 of them that were still alive but the rest of them I threw away except for the peddles, I have 2 vases full of peddles on my computer speakers..

As for the job with Delta, I got it as long as my background check comes back ok.. They have to do a regular background check and then a postal background check and credit check. I got my finger prints done and some paper work done also.. The only thing is I will be making the same, out in the wheather, driving further to work and I have to work EVERY single weekend.

I have to be at work by 3pm today and I have to close. I hate closing, it seems like it takes forever to get out of there.. I gave my resume to Andy (Jan's husband). He works at the Rhodes Hall in Midtown and they need a Event Cordinator Mgr. So maybe I could get that.

Well I better get to going so that I can get things done around the house. I can't wait for Wayne to get over here tonite, I know I just saw him but still I miss being away from him.

As soon as I get the pics developed of my flowers I will be posting them on my website :o)~

You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it too
I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew.
I'm gonna love you forever
My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
And that would do
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fall
Be at the mercy of a man
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are.
~Jessica Simpson

Well today went by so slow, I thought I was never going to get out of there. I guess b/c I was ready for the nite to be over with. Wayne went to Sandy's house to spend the nite and help with her tomorrow with Thanksgiving Dinner tomorrow. I have to go up there and meet him, I cant wait to see my baby. Yes my room is wraped with Roses from him and I feel the love from him but it's just not the same when he's not around me. I miss him really bad when I'm not with him. I miss his little gestures and I miss the looks that he gives me. Or just his touch. He's so good to me and again I thank god..

He was suppose to call me tonite when I got off work but it was late and I'm sure he went to sleep or just got busy with Sandy and them so it's all good. I know he's just having fun with his best friend. I just cant get enough of him, is that selfish? Am I wrong for that??

Anyway.. I think tomorrow I am going to get the pictures developed of my flowers so I can put them on my website for everybody to see. But for now I am about to get in the bed, I'm getting sleepy.

How can I let you know
How much you mean to me
You are the one that I need
As sure as I breathe
You are the one for me
And I want you to know
You fill my heart with love
My tears with joy
And now and forever, I'm yours
With everything you do
Makes my dreams come true
With all of my heart I'm yours
I think about you all the time
You're always on my mind
The thought of you brings happiness
When I think about you baby
Joy comes over me
And when I close my eyes boy
Your face is all I see
Your eyes tell me that I'm yours