Friday, October 22, 2004

Okay. I'm suppose to be at work right now, as a matter of fact I was suppose to be there at 4:15 this morning, but stupid me laid down on the bed lastnite and fell a sleep before setting my alarm clock. So I woke up about 15 mins ago and called Debbie, well she just told me that since she got Liza to come in and open that I have to close. Damn I shouldn't have over slept!

Yesterday I had to open at 4:15 and then I didn't get out there till 1:30 cause I had to wait on Amber and Deb to get through with their lunches before I could leave. I didn't even get a lunch, my boss told me that she would just pay me through my lunch, so I'm cool with that. After I got off work I rushed home and went to the grocery store for my mom and then got dressed. I went over to Wayne's house the guy that I talked about in the last entry. I just really wanted to see him, so I called him and asked him if he cared if I came over there and he said that he didn't care.

So we went shopping for his boss some new stuff for his office and then went out to eat at Redlobster. After that we went back to his house and then I had to leave cause I thought that I was going to be opening this morning but stupid me had to over sleep.

Anyway.. I really like this guy Wayne, he's a really nice guy. Real, down to earth, OH And he found the link to my website yesterday and saw all my pics on there and read my journal.. Which is cool with me, I don't care. Hell I have nothing to hide from him. I just told him, "Well if you read my journal then you know what type of person I am and you know what i'm looking for".. The thing that shocked him the most where the pics of "Felicia". Which I can understand that. Let's see where me and him go. I hope that this turns out to be something very good!

I'm gonna go back to bed now, since I have to freakin close tonite. :o(

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Well today I worked from 7:30 till about 4:20. Sat around after working talking to 2 teachers that come in the store alot. They crack me up, I could only imagne what it would be like if I had them when I was in school. Then I went to Redlobster and ordered me some lobster rolls, I sat there and ate them all by myself. Quiet and everything. Something I normally don't do. But hell who else am I gonna do it with? It's not like I have a bf that wants to go out to eat. And hell when I did, well nm. lol

No, I haven't been drinking. I have to get up at 3am, and I'm the shift leader so I have to be somewhat sober..lol

I suppose I am about to hit the bed. Before you know it I'll be up again. Anyway, I'm suppose to go to Columbus on Friday nite, I'm not sure if I am still going to go. And Wayne this guy that I talked about yesterday is coming over on Saturday, we are either going to grill out or go out to eat. We haven't decided on which one yet. He even asked me to go to this resort and spa place Halloween weekend with him up in North GA. I havent decided if I wanted to go yet or not. Still thinking about it. Halloween comes every year, I might not ever get to go to this place again. Know what I mean??
Tristin Thomas, if you read this...I am upset with you. I have NOT recieved an email from you yet. Debbie even asked me today if I had heard from you.. Hope My WONDERFUL LESBIANS are doing okay. Still love ya!!

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Okay. So I've been drinking a little.. And I felt the need to copy this song to my site..

For all the things you said I'd never do
For all the things you said that were untrue
For all the times you made me feel low
Said I'd never make it on my own
Things are lookin' up for me now
It seems like karma's makin' its rounds
It's my turn, I won't be held down, no
Karma's gonna visit you too
You gotta pay for the things you put me through
I hope you do, I hope you do
I hope your hell is filled with magazines
And on every page, you see a big picture of me
And under every picture, the caption should read

Not bad for a guy from the gutter like me.
For all the times you stabbed me, yeah
For all the times you tried to hurt my pride
For all the pain I held down deep inside
I know you bitches think I'm somewhere dyin' inside
But I'm right here..

Well I haven't written in here in a couple days cause I've been busy...

Friday nite I went to Columbus all by myself, I took myself a nap around 6pm and woke up at 9pm. I was bored, so I thought that I would ride down there for a little while. Well hell I ended up staying till they closed. I helped the drag queens get ready and got them drinks when they needed them. I just drank redbull left and right. Cause I had to be at work Saturday morning at 7:30am.

Well I came home and couldn't go to sleep. I went to work and after I got off work I came home, got my clothes together and went to Atlanta to stay with Shane and Nick. We all went out to Burkharts and met up with Joe and Keith. Joe got us really tore up and then we went to Hoedowns. Well Shane and Kevin ended up leaving so I had to find another ride home, which was cool cause I wasn't ready to leave anyway.

I woke up on Sunday around 10:30. Me and Nick went to McDonalds to get something to eat for breakfast and then when we got back we got ready to do the AIDS walk. It was alot of fun, there were 35 ppl just on the Starbucks team. I got myself a new AIDS Walk T-Shirt and another Starbucks t-shirt. After the walk we went to Joe's on Juniper to have a bite to eat. I ended up coming home around 7. I knew I had things I had to do at home.

Yesterday (monday) I had to work from 6:30-12:30 and then had to go back to work for a meeting that we were having at Texas Road House from 5-7. So of course I got there a little early so I could get myself something to drink before the meeting. Debbie bought little snacks and we had to pay for our drinks. Well after the meeting I took David home and then I came home. Well this guy that I talked to online a couple of times called me out of the blue. So we talked on the phone for awhile and then I went over to his house, we went out to eat and sat at his house and watched "Raising Helen". It was a good movie. So it was real late when the movie was over with, he asked me to spend the nite. So I did. And I stayed over there all day today till he got off work. After he got off, he ordered pizza and we watched "Breaking All The Rules". It was good movie. After the movie was over with I decided to come home so that I could get some stuff done.. I have to be back at work in the morning at 7:30am.

Well I'm gonna shut my mouth for now and play around on the internet for awhile. I'm still trying to work on my website to get the new pictures from Savannah and My birthday AND when we went to Madhatter on there. Just gonna take sometime.. :o)~