Lastnite I went over to Lamar's house to hang out and watch some movies.. We ended up drinking some Bacardi 151 and coke. Needless to say I got a little drunk. And that "waiting period" is OVERA! :o)

I got home today around 12 and went to the hospital to see mama. After that I had to go to the Pharmacy to pic up some meds for my mouth. Thanks to ass hole for thowing the last medicine I had away. So I had to get some new. AnyWHO..

Mama came home from the hospital this evening around 6pm. THANK GOD. Maybe this time she can get over the ulcer and get better and not have to go back into the hospital.

Tomorrow is pay day and then I have to be at work by 4pm and close. I have to close Saturday nite as well.. So I won't be going out this weekend. Which is fine with me. I'll just make up for it next weekend or hell maybe even during the week.

Lordy Lordy.. before you know it PRIDE weekend will be here.. Thousands of gay men everywhere!! Fun FUN!!

I haven't been long got home.. I went to a friends house lastnite and he cooked some crab legs and some type of fish. It was really good.. I left this morning and came back to Newnan, stopped by and saw mama and went to the tanning bed.

After that I went to LaGrange to do some running around for daddy. Now I'm about to go to the grocery store so I can get something to cook tonite.

They are going to transport Mama to Fayette Community Hospital tomorrow morning. I can't believe that she's still in the hospital, I just want them to find out what's wrong with her and get her to feeling better so that she can come home. I have tried and tried to be strong for her and I find myself breaking down when I'm by myself. I mean, that's my mom.. She's not suppose to be laid up in the hospital. And when she calls me and leaves me messages that she wants a peanut butter cookie from work. I know I can't take it to her, that just kills me even more. Anyway.. I know I have to keep being strong for her and I know that she will get better and get to come home soon.

I have to be at work at 8:00am tomorrow. Then I am off, but I close Friday nite and Saturday nite. I dunno what's got into David all these damn closing shifts. It's like he's pissed off at me or something. Oh well.. I still haven't heard anything about school. So I thought about getting me a part time job at Olive Garden or somewhere like that for extra cash.

I decided I'm not going to Gulf Shores with Misty and her family. I just don't think that I would have a good time and plus, I don't really have the money right now. Still trying to catch up from where I was out of work. And yes she's very pissed off at me about not going, so we haven't talked in about a week. I feel that I did the right thing by telling her I didn't want to go instead of telling her I wanted to and then when the time came, I didn't go. But she doesn't see it the way I see it.

Anyway.. I'm gonna get off of here and get to the store so I can get back and relax.