Well it's 2Am and I can't sleep... I really miss Wayne. I hope that he's doing okay. Well I'm gonna go lay back down...
I Y Wayne!

Look into my eyes
You will see, what you mean to me
Search your heart, search your soul
When you find me then, you'll search no more
Dont tell me its not worth trying for
You cant tell me its not worth dying for
You know its true, everything I do, I do it for you
Look into your heart, you will find
There is nothing there to hide
Take me as I am, take my life
I would give it all, I would sacrifice
Dont tell me its not worth fighting for
I cant help it, theres nothing I want more
You know its true, everything I do, I do it for you
There is no love, like your love
And no other, could give me more love
Theres nowhere, unless you're there
You cant tell me its not worth trying for
Just cant help it, theres nothing in the world I want more
I would fight for you, yeah I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, yeah I'd die for you
You know its true
Everything I do, I do it for you
There's no one that I have ever loved more, than Wayne. As I have said before and I will say a hundred times again.. I Thank God for sending me Wayne. I love him with all my heart!!
Y I love You Baby! Y

Well I had to work today but I was off yesterday... I got off work at 6pm on Monday and I rushed over to Wayne's house. He was sick and had Michael (his roommate) to call me and wanted to know what time I was going to be over there, cause he was sick and wanted me to be there. Well when I got there, the poor boy was so sick that he could barely talk to me. I took him to ER and sat there from 7-2 before we left, I was gettting really pissed off cause he couldn't breath good and he was feeling numb.. I was freaking out, I didn't know what to do. But as of today he's better. THANK GOD!! I was so worried about him, after we got back from the hospital I didn't go to bed till about 5:30. I kept checking on him and making sure he was okay.

Tuesday the man came and hooked up the pilot light and turned on the hot water heater. I went right back over to Wayne's house to check on him and stayed there with him the whole time incase he needed something.
I talked to him tonite and he went to get him something to eat and he sounds like he's feeling better, he's going to try to go back to work tomorrow. I have to work tomorrow.. Ugh..

Anyway.. I'm gonna go so incase he calls me, I can get his phone call.

For You Are The One.....
For You Are The One
For you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.
For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.
For you are the one
Who makes me whole
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul.
For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.
For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.
You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.
For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face
More beauty I'll ne'er find.
For you are the one
God sent from above
The Angel I needed
For whom I will FOREVER Love.
Y I Love You Wayne...Y

Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you..

I will never find another lover sweeter than you,
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
Your close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one, my everything
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I finally found you
You're all that I'm thinking of.....baby
I praise the Lord above, For sending me your love,
I cherish every hug, I really love you And all my life, baby
I've prayed for someone like you
When you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow.
You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down.
Y I love You Wayne!!Y

Well I was off work Saturday cause of the wheather. And I had to go to work today from 11:30 till about 7:45.. I got off work early. Me and Wayne were without power most of the nite and all day today. I had to wash what I had on Friday and wear it to work today. So I was in somewhat uniform. I have to be back at work in the morning at 10:00. Then after that I am going to go over to spend the nite with Wayne. The gas men are coming between 12-4 on Tuesday to hook up the gas. So I guess while I am there, I'll do somethings around the house and clean up.

I have to say that I really wished I could delete this whole week from mine and Wayne's relationship.. It's been bad, and I wished that the things that have happened wouldn't have happened. But you know, it's out of my hands now.. I just have to keep praying to god and hope that he answers my prays. I love Wayne so much and the lord up above knows that I would never mean to hurt him. He's my life, he's my everything.. There's nothing I wouldnt' do for him.

Anyway....I'm gonna get off of here and go clean my room, get things ready for me to take with me to work.

Y I Love You Baby, More Than Anything Y