Starting my long day today.. I just hope that it goes by quick. Depends on how I feel I might stop by the Alamo on my way home. I'll just have to call Yvonne and let her know i'm coming. Well I better get off of here so that I can get ready, I have to go and pick up David before going to work. His car broke down and I told him since we both have to be there at 4:15 that I would stop by and get him.

I get to wear my new pride 2004 t-shirt for work today. Really happy about it.

Thank god today is over with.. When I went in, I didn't want to be there. I was so glad to see 3:30. After I got off work I sat outside with this customer and talking to her for about 30 mins. Then I went and got my mom something to eat, after that I came home. To peace and quiet. I have the house all to myself.

I burned me a CD while I was at Shane's and I have it blasting in my room right now. There's one song playing that I really like. Bye Finger 11 I dunno what the name of it is but it's on that CD and it's really good.. Maybe I'll post it on here.

Well I need to get to bed, I have to get up at 3am.

Couldn't sleep.. I woke up an hr before the alarm went off for some crazy reason. I have to be at work at 7.

I just do not want to go to work today, I'd rather just lay in bed all day and be a lazy bumb. lol
Well I need to get off of here so I can start to get ready for work. I'm sure I'll have plenty to write about tonite.

This past weekend was a blast. I was off on Sunday. Marc came and got me after work. So we went to Shane's. Saturday nite we went out and when I say we went out, we did. We went to EVERY bar. Then ended up at My Sister's Room, which is this big lesbian bar. I was of course drunk and didn't care where we went. I had a good time, dancing and being myself. Not having to worry about anything and just having a good time. I thought we were NEVER going to find that place, the ppl we were following didn't really know where it was. So they kept going around the damn place. Once we got there after that long ride I had to pee, wel there was only one bathroom, I thought I was going to piss all over myself. The music was great, we were out there dancing and I heard this couple say "look at those boys". LOL. After we left there we came home it was about 5am, we didn't know where we were at and thought that we were never going to find the interstate.

So we stopped by McDonalds cause my fat ass had to have a double cheeseburger. LOL. Sunday we didn't do too much of anything, I slept till damn 2:30. After that I got up and went to the store with Kevin and then we all got ready and went to Joe's. I was SO hung over, I'm glad I didn't have to drive or anything. I was just in one of those "whatever happy moods".

Sunday nite we went to Burkharts. I got there and finished my 2nd beer then I went downstairs to get another one and I had this guy come up to me and grab my arm, telling me that I was "One hot man" and asked me if I was single. I just looked him and turned beat red and said "Thank you" Cause you all know I don't belive that shit and I was like whatever. I went back up stairs and told Shane and Marc about what that guy said, they were like "You didn't talk to him?" I said "No".. he was full of shit".. lol

So anyway, I saw alot of ppl out that I haven't seen in awhile. I dunno if it was the faggot in them or they were for real, but alot of them kept telling me that I looked really good and that I looked like I had lost some weight. Made me feel really good considering the past couple of weeks that I have had.

Yesterday my good friend Charlie came to see me at work, right when I was going to lunch. Which was good so I could talk to him for a little bit. As always, it's good to see him. I'm so glad that he's happy and he always gives me good advice.

Lastnite Me, Mamma, and Daddy sat around the house and drank some beer.. We talked about a bunch of things. My mom brought up my medicine, I told her I wasn't taking it anymore. And then she asked me about my wrist. I told her it was nothing and that she didn't need to say anything to daddy. Well she did, I thought my dad was about to punch me. But thank god he didn't. I think he's kinda upset at me about the whole thing, but he'll get over it.

I have a rough week this week.. I'm working every day this week and then on friday I have to be at my store at 4:15 in the morning and then I have to be at the Fayetteville store at 5pm. To work till close there. So that will be about 6 hours or so of over time. Since I really need the $$ I thought I would do it.

Saturday nite I think that me and Marc are going to go out to the Alamo in Newnan. The owner has emailed me and come in the store several times telling me that she would put me and any of my friends on the guest list. I was like "Damn, VIP already".. lol

Well it's that time again for me to do my good deed of the year. Not that I haven't done enough already (dont get me started). The Aids Walk is coming up Oct 17th and of course I have already signed up for it. 6 or 7 mile walk and whatever I raise Starbucks will match. So I plan on raising more than I did last year.

*Wonders why I heard "Get out, Right now" By Jojo..I'm listening to that song right now.

I heard this song and knew that I had to post it on my journal.. Read the words and you'll understand..
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
Most of all Thank you for making me believe that we would be together forever and making me feel like I was wanted..
The last part I added in myself, thought that it went well with the song. I'll have to write in here later about my past weekend. OFF THE CHAIN!! I had a blast!!