Woke up early this morning, I went to bed kinda early lastnite. My friend Larry wants me to help him today before I go to work. And I wanted to lay in the tanning bed before going to work, they are going to be closed on Monday so I won't get to lay Sunday or Monday.

I can't believe I'm up so early since I have to close tonite. I'm sure it'll catch up with me around 8 or 9 tonite.

Tomorrow is pay day thank god. Me, Marc, & Wayne (a friend, not the asshole) might go up to Chattanooga Saturday and see Shane. Getting a answer out of Marc and Wayne is like pulling teeth, Shane said he talked to Marc yesterday or day before and he said he still didn't know for sure. Oh well, I'm game either way.

Well I guess I'm gonna go and get ready.

I'm off of work today. I got Aaron to work for me, I didn't feel like working with Susan today. David's on vacation this week so there is NO telling what all kind of BS he's gonna hear when he gets back.

I really need to get another damn job. Atleast something that makes a little more. But hell I've been saying that for the past year.

This weekend, I would be in Pensacola. But I didn't plan it out like I did last year. Although, if I really wanted to go down there I could. I get off work at 1:45 on Saturday and don't have to be back at work till Wednesday. All those FINE gay men down there on the beach. lol And I have that camera, I could use up some disc.

Well I'm gonna get off of here and be lazy the rest of the day.I'm about to go to the tanning bed.

I went to get my tips yesterday and after that I went to the tanning bed and then came home. I fell asleep and slept till about 15 till 10. Me and Marc ended up going to the Metro and staying there till about 3am.

After that we went over to Lamar's house and crashed. Well when we got over there, there were about 3 other ppl that didn't live there. So we stayed up and talked to them till about 6am. I went to bed shortly after that. Marc woke me up at about 8:30 to bring him home so he could be at work by 10:30. I came home and went back to sleep, I woke up around 1pm. I have to be at work at 3, I'm about to get ready and go lay in the tanning bed before work.

I had to close tonite with Patrick and Aaron. Jan was there till 10pm. We were dead after she left.. And of course no really cute guys came in tonite, so I was bumbed out.. lol Well Steven came in tonite, I'm suppose to call him tomorrow nite if I go out to Metro. He said that he would meet me out there. He's just SO hot to me.

The 18 year old guy that I was talking to doesn't seem really intrested in me so I was like fuck it.. I deleted his number out of my phone today. As Shane says there are TOO many men out there for me to worry about him. If he wants me, he knows how to get intouch with me. I'm off tomorrow... I'm gonna go lay in the tanning bed and do whatever I want to.

I talked to Shane tonite on my way home from work. He seems to be doing really good. He made a comment about "I need to move up there with him". And I told him I could transfer plus I'd get a part time job. He said that he would give me a part time job where he works. Move in with Shane or save up and move to Atlanta. I think Shane would keep me more focused and out of trouble. I could see us spending lots of nites at home just doing our own thing. But anyway, it was a thought that I'm gonna keep thinking about. Get the hell out of my parents house and atleast this time I don't have to worry about any man changing his mind about wanting to be with me.

Speaking of.......I haven't heard from that ASSHOLE, since I told him off on the phone. I'm sure he's wrapped up in his new relationship with MY FUCKING DOG. But then again, he might have gave the dog back to the lady we got it from, he didn't spend that much time with him anyway. I haven't talked to Jim in awhile either, I'm sure that asshole has everybody pissed off at me at the Flower Shop. And Yes I'm still bitter and bitchy. I swear if I was to see him out after I have been drinking. There is no telling what I would do. I thought about the last time I went by the "Flex" (the sex club) trying to find my way in there and walking up on him. But I forgot he only goes on Thursday nites, it's "College Nite".

Anyway.... I'm gonna go to bed. I have a potential date tomorrow nite.. :o)

Hello to my WONDERFUL lesbians. And Tristin, I had a GREAT time at your Wedding.. Pictures are posted on my website. If you don't have the link, email me and I will get it to you!

I had a great time at the wedding tonite. It was really nice. I posted a couple of pics from Kevin's Graduation, but I still have more to go and I have to post some pics from the wedding.

I'm going to bed for now tho, I'm sleepy and tired..