Thursday was mine and Wayne's 1 month Ann. I had to work from 8:30-5:30...He sent me 12 DOZEN Roses!!!!!! I could NOT believe it. There was one dozen on every table at work and then I had a dozen sitting beside the pastery case. I was so shocked>

After work I came home to help my dad put my new brakes on my truck and then went over to spend the nite with Wayne. And I stayed over there all day yesterday and then we went out lastnite to this little pub up from his work and drank some. He got really drunk which was so cute, I'm glad he had himself a good time. Anyway.. I have to work today and then tomorrow I am going to go meet him in Carrollton at Sandy's. She invited us over for Thanksgiving dinner.

I have a interview with Delta on Monday at 8:00am.. (Wish me luck) So I have to get my info together for that sunday evening.

Well I'm gonna get off here and lay down before work...

When I am wrapped up in your arms,
I feel safer than ever before.
When you stare into my eyes, its a feeling I can't ignore.
I know this isn't just a game,
because, what I feel for you,
I never felt with anyone else.
When I am close to you I am overwhelmed with happiness.
You're what I've been waiting for my whole life.
You're someone I can share my love with,
you take away my fears.
Words can't express how much I love you.
But, through this short amount of time,
I hope you realize that my love for you is real.
I'm not with you to play games,
and I know you feel the same.
With you, is where I want to be
because I found someone who loves me just for me.
You give me all the reason in the world
to believe that you won't hurt me in anyway.
And if I ever lost you,
I don't know what I would do.
You probably think I am crazy,
but truthfully I'm not.
Every time that were together,
it's a whole new experience for me.
All I see in this world,
is no one else but you and me....

On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me
Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, of me
All the pieces, of me
I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless......

Well it's about 10:50 and I laid down around 10:15 and couldn't get relaxed to go to sleep, I just tossed and turned so I decided that I would drink me a couple of beers and try to relax so that I can get some sleep. I have to be at work by 7:30 in the morning.

I went by Misty's today after I got off work. Me and her haven't talked in about 1 1/2, I just don't like to be bossed around and she was doing that when she found out that I was moving. But we talked and things are okay now. I then came home and sat in my room most of the evening, I got to reading my Gay Astrology book about Wayne and found out some intresting things.. lol

Well I guess that's about all I have to write about right now.. I need to get my ass to bed so that I can get up in the morning and not be all tired and in a mood.

Despite the past week I have had.... I have to say that I have a WONDERFUL Boyfriend!! Thursday will be a month that me and Wayne have been together. I'm so excited..... He makes me SO fucking happy and I thank god all the time that I have Wayne.

Wayne is taking me to the VIP Festivial of Tree's Party on the 3rd of Dec. I can't wait. I get to ride in a Limo and go in a tux.