I'm sitting here waiting on Wayne to call me to let me know he's on his way over here so that I can go meet him at work. He told me he was going to leave Carrollton at 4 but I called him at about 15 till 5 and he had not left yet. We are suppose to go to Kevin's (Little Man) Band Concert tonite at 7 but if he doesn't get here in time then I guess we won't go.

I stayed here at the house all day and cleaned my room, threw away some things I didn't need anymore and got rid of ALOT of pictures that I didn't need in my photo album anymore. I dusted and everything in here, it looks alot better.

After I got through cleaning I took me a little nap and then watched "Sleepy Hollow". I'm about to leave and go to the store so that I can get me some cigarettes.

Thursday I have a interview with Airtran I have to be there at 9Am. They called me for the reservation position. So I'll go Thursday and see what they have to say, find out all the details about it. I'm still not sure about that job at Delta.

Okay.. It's after 11:30. Wayne called me earlier and said that he would call me back before he went to bed. I miss him dearly.. Am I selfish? B/C I want him every minute that I'm not with him? I have listened to my CD's over and over and I found a song (another one!) that I thought I would post on here. I'm sure most of you just scroll right past the song when I post it. But I have found out that if you listen to the words of a song, it says ALOT.

"I don't like to be alone in the night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoe
But I do love you,
I don't like to see the sky painted gray
And I don't like when nothing's going my way
And I don't like to be the one with the blues
Love everything about the way you're loving me
The way you lay your head
Upon my shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh i do
I don't like to turn the radio on
Just to find I missed my favorite song
And I don't like to be the last with the news
But I do Love You"

Well for the past 3 days I have been with Wayne. I went over there after I got off work on Thursday and stayed with him till this morning when I had to be at work.

Friday I went to help him and Jim at Festivial of Trees. Then we went to the VIP Party that nite, I was in a tux and everything. I have posted a pic of both of us on my website. http://justchillin078.tripod.com So you'll have to check it out..

Saturday Shane came down while Wayne was at work and we went shopping for a little bit at Stone Crest Mall. Sunday Morning we had to get up at 5:00am so we could be at the shop by 6 to get to the GICC (Georgia International Conference Center) we were there from 7Am till about 2Pm. We came home and took a nap and then went back up there to take the stuff down. I had alot of fun helping Wayne out even tho I might not have done much..

Anyway.. Things are going really good for me and Wayne. I am really lucky to have him. Everytime I talk to someone that knows me good and I tell them about Wayne and about how good he is to me, They all say "Phillip you deserve it".. I just feel lucky that he picked me out of all those fags around here to be in his life. I really hate it when me and him are apart. But like he told me lastnite it only makes us stronger. Everything is Great, I'm VERY VERY Happy right now. All I know is I thank the Man Up Above over and over!

"When you light those candles
Up there on that mantle, setting the mood
Well, I just lie there staring
Silently preparing to love on you
Well, I can feel the heat from across the room
Ain't it wild what a little flame can make you wanna do
I melt every time you look at me that way
It never fails, anytime, any place
This burn in me is the coolest thing I've ever felt
Don't know how you do it
I love the way I lose it, every time
What's even better
Is knowing that forever you're all mine
The closer you get, the more my body aches
One little stare from you is all it takes
Every time you look at me that way
I melt..."