Saturday, November 13, 2004

Thank you GOD for sending Wayne to me!

What a fucking WEEK.. Ugh. It's been crazy, but I"m still alive. Today was Shane's dad's funeral @ 2 and then I had to be at work by 4pm. I just got home not long ago and I have to be back at work at 7Am. But atleast I get off early, When I leave work I am going to go over to Wayne's and stay the nite since I am off on Sunday. Anyway.. I'm very very tired so I'm gonna get to bed.

Btw.. Things are going really good for me and Wayne.. I thank god that I met him!

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

GOD what else could go wrong... (Wayne breaking up with me?) Well I hope to GOD that doesn't happen.. Today we buried my Uncle. And then I had to be at work by 3, so I came home and took me a nap before work. Well I went to work from 3-close and then Shane called me, His dad had passed away. I was like OMG! So I've just been working and dealing with this stuff, that's mostly the reason why I haven't been writing in here. It's like one thing after another. I have to be back at work at 8:30 in the morning. Then when I get off work tomorrow I am going to go see my baby and spend the nite with him. Thursday they will prolly have the viewing for Shane's dad so Me and Wayne will go to that. I have to work on Friday from 4-close, so Wayne asked me to stay with him Wednesday nite and Thursday nite. Well anyway.. I'm gonna go I need to get to bed and get some kind of rest.. Atleast I KNOW I will sleep good tomorrow nite and Thursday nite

Monday, November 08, 2004

At last
my love has come along
my lonely days over
and life is like a song
Oh At last
the skies above are blue
well my heart was wrapped up in clover
the night I looked at you
I found a dream
that I could speak to
a dream that I could call my own
I found a thrill
to press my cheek to
a thrill that I have never known
You smileyou smile
oh and then the spell was cast
and here we are in heaven

Well.. I had a okay weekend.. I had to work all weekend of course, since I had last weekend off. Wayne came over after I got off work on Saturday and spent the nite with me. Which I am glad he did, cause my Uncle passed away lastnite and we had to go to LaGrange at about 10:30pm. Wayne went with me and my mom which meant alot to me.

I have to say.... Friday nite Roger called me and talked to me on my way home from work. I dunno why he called me but he did, Wayne went in my phone and saw that I had messaged Roger and talked to him on the phone. Well I have NOTHING to hide from Wayne so I told him why Roger called me and everything. And I will NOT talk to Roger again, I swear so god help me.... I don't want ANY THING coming between me and Wayne. And I mean that.
I have finally found someone who loves me for me and wants to be with me, I will not let anything OR anyone come between that. Wayne makes me so happy, even when we are apart, I just think of him and I get all happy inside.

Well I need to go, I have to get to bed since my boss loves to schedule me close then back to work early again... OH Btw.. I got a dozen of Roses Saturday nite from Wayne the are SO SO Beautiful!!! They look like Velvet and the are really big, never got roses before from anybody!

God Bless My Uncle Greg!