When you love someone - you'll do anything
You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone
You'll deny the truth - believe a lie
There'll be times that you'll believe
you can really fly
But your lonely nights - have just begun
When you love someone- you'll feel it deep inside.

Well... Well.... The man I thought wanted to be with me, just signed off line and has not called me. I guess that is over.. hmm how quick they come and go. Typical fags. lol
And yes I have been drinking and YES it's 4:00 in the morning but I am off tomorrow and I don't care. This guy I met while I was in Savannah is coming up tomorrow to visit. Me, Him and Marc are going to go to Columbus to party for Friday nite. And then I guess I am going to go to Atlanta Saturday nite and go out.

Anyway... I'm off all day tomorrow, I have to go and get my check and then I have to go all the way to LaGrange to get my tag. So I guess I better get off of here and get some rest atleast before the crazy nite at Madhatter. Maybe this time I will not fall and bust my head open. LOL

Btw.. Muffy it was GREAT to see you today at work. I really miss you and Adrienne. My WONDERFUL LESBIANS!!!

This mountain I must climb
Feels like the world's upon my shoulders
Through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder
In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I can't stop now, I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life
I want to know what love is
I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is
I know you can show me
I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I've got no where left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me...

Sitting here wondering.. What the hell am I going to do. I have to either put in for a transfer or find me another job period. I have to move to Shane's within the next 2 weeks. Kevin is moving out this weekend. And I really want to get the hell out of my parents house. So I'm stressing about getting another job and moving up there. But I know in the end it's going to be great. All 3 of us living together and hanging out all the time. No BS or anything like that.

Anyway.. I have to start getting ready for work now. Another nite of closing. Ugh I hate it. But atleast I am off tomorrow and then Sunday and Monday.

Sitting at home drinking some beer and chit chatting online. I don't have to be at work till 3pm tomorrow which is good. So I can drink as much as I want to....

I'm listening to this crazy ass song called "I'm addicted to you".. The extended verison.
"You know you are wrong, how many men are sick and tired of these men, motherfuckers running around and sleeping around, beggin you to sleep with you, to stay with you and all they want to do is turn around and treat you like a god damn fool.. You JERK turned me into the wreck that I AM.. You motherfucker, you turned into the wreck that I am.. You know you had it good, but you got down on your knees and begged me to stay.. You jerk. And you know I was the greatest thing you had." This song is a TRIP.. Talks about ALOT of fags I know.. LOL

Anyway..I"m ready for this weekend. I'm going to stay with Shane and Nick. And talk about me moving up there. I have to find another job or transfer with Starbucks. Either way I have to move out of here. Kevin and Shane are through atleast for right now, lord knows they will change their mind in the next few days.
Anyway.. Pics will be online by Friday.. So check them out. I can only imagne what they look like. And by the way, have I ever said I hate bitter bitches?? You shouldn't hate someone who gives someone else the benefit of the doubt. Which is what I am doing.. That's what you have to do in every relationship.. Oh well.. I know I was good to that person and I know that I have to move on and I have. I try to be friends with ppl but fuck it. And I am not bitter by no means. Ppl come and go.

Well.. Just been drinking a little bit. But it's all good. I thought I would sign on here right quick and write a little bit.. But there is really nothing to write about, I had to open this morning and then stay over cause we have so many new hire ppl at work. Kelly came into work today, it was good to see her. And she told me that my favor RIGHT closing person read my journal which I did not know. TRISTIN (spell check). So I want to say Hey to her.. Email me gurl and let me know what's going on before I have to come to VA Beach and take care of your man for you.. LOL. Love you Tristin and miss you like crazy...

Anyway.. Maybe I should go to bed and shuuddup..
I messaged a certain person tonite but did not get a response. Prolly to busy with all the mens after him.. lol
New Pics Posted Friday!! YAY

Well I went out again lastnite to burkharts to see the drag show. Me and Marc still were getting free drinks.. I got a birthday shot even tho my birthday was over with. Anyway, me and Marc were sitting outside in the patio section over by the trees just talking. Well the next thing I knew, I looked up and there was a fucking possium on the tree. I fucking FREAKED.. Took off back into the bar. Marc couldn't do nothing but just laugh at me.
We finally got home around 4 or so. I had to be at work this morning at 8:30 so I didn't get that much sleep.

Before going out lastnite we went to UnderGround Atlanta. I had never been there before, I thought it was pretty cool. Just a little ghetto, but I didn't mind. Then we went to Piedmont Park and walked around.

I have to say (AGAIN) I had a blast this weekend.. I'm really glad that everything turned out the way it did. Except for Sunday, when Jason had to leave. Yes.. Jason from TN came down to see me for my birthday and that just made the weekend. I had a really really good time with him. I know that in the past he has done somethings that I did not agree with, but look where I am at now. Single, so why worry about it. I was obviously bound to be single anyway.. What a better way to spend your birthday weekend, having someone to cuddle with and spend time with. And other things.. lol

Anyway, I have to open in the morning so I have to get up at 3Am. I'm gonna try to get to bed early tonite, so that I don't look all crazy like I did this morning. Cant wait till friday, I'm gonna get the Savannah pics developed and then post them so that everybody can see them!